Normal Blogging.

I woke up at 1115pm today. These few days have been so empty and free i feel weird. There's nothing to do. No homework, no emo probs, and no constipation. Just had durian ice cream wrapped in bread, half a mooncake, and a glass of tap water to wash down everything. Breakfast. Interesting indeed.

Actually wanted to go kite flying and relaxing today, but realized that socpsyh assessed tutorial 2 is due on thurs, so decided to finish it up today and enjoy myself tomorrow. My job is to go over to my neighbour's house and interview their maid. The thing is, i feel anti-social today. Don't wish to make new friends. Currently listening to Bon Jovi's "Always" and Air Supply's classics like "all out of love", "goodbye". I just feel like blasting the volume, lie on the bed, stone, and think about life. Or perhaps just think about nothing. The point is, i don't feel like doing anything. Retro classics always have this relaxing effect. Somewhat hypnotic but relaxing nevertheless. They always go well with a cigarette, char siew pao, or a can of coke.

Semester is ending soon, only about 2 weeks more until everything is over. My sentiments about t1b3 and school? Plenty but disorganized. So if i were to write out the exact things running through my mind, it probably won't make sense to you. Listening to "If i ain't got you", Alicia Keys. Nice song. Thk you isaac for recommending me this song.
Nothing further. Out.

P/S: Oh yea, since you have so much time on you hands eush, u better pick up that guitar and practice~!

Why Men Flirt.

马戏团，驯兽师将头放进老虎嘴中，老虎却咬下他的头，只因为驯兽师早上割破下巴，伤口渗出了血腥味；虽然老虎早在上工之前已经吃饱，攻击性大大降低许多，但那还是无法改变它身为野兽，与生俱来的本能，闻到血腥味，还是让它会产生攻击的欲望，这是无法责怪的。 (无法责怪的!)

就像有些男人生来便注定要做花花公子一般，明明身边已经有了女朋友，却仍会不知觉的搜寻猎物，那个道理之余马戏班里的老虎差不了多少，你问他为何嘴里吃着，手里挟着，眼睛还要四处扫瞄着，他只会这么回答你，"那是我与生俱来的本能，我就是会不由自主的为美女怦然心动，我就是无法不去移动自己的双脚向前搭讪"(我们男人是没办法的!)，因为他永远确定那个女子会不会是他生命中百分百的Miss Right，他也就不确定自己以后会不会再碰见那个女子，所有的疑惑只能靠他亲身去证实。

就像那只老虎，虽然它已经被驯服，却仍保存着荒野上的惯性，能吃就吃，因为不知道下一餐会是在几天后；而他无法停止寻觅，正因为也许就有那么一天，他突然瞎猫碰上死老鼠，真遇见了那个Miss Right也说不一定。(都说是无法责怪的了!)

<禁馨，我的Mr.Right。2000>

P/S:以上代表着我个人与禁馨小姐(因该)对于风流男士所持有的看法与解释。不知道对于以上的短篇，你又持有何有趣的见解呢? 请不再犹豫，把你的看法传给Eush Publishing ，让各位读者分享你宝贵的意见吧!
P/SS:Sorry english readers, i have a chinese side of me that sometimes i'll have to the urge to express too... TheBoringLifeOfKenso will continue to be up on Wed...=]

YueLi 红

Yeli 呀 神灵 Yeli 呀YeliYeli 呀
Yeli 呀 神灵 Yeli 呀 我一定要找到她。。。
Did I see you on the bus today? Or were my eyes playing tricks on me? If you are not a figment of my imagination, i am amazed at how are now; how you have resisted conformity to the rest of society's evils. If you are indeed not a figment of my imagination, i hope u saw me. I did see something try to spark in you when our eyes met for a split second. Or was that my imagination again? Perhaps you did remember something. Perhaps, little cutie. The untainted apple.

Abandoned

Hey i like this.

Let the raindrops fall
Batter on her face
Washing the grime away
Soaking the silken dress
Slippers of glass she tightly clings
And she waits,
for even eternity
she waits...
See her now, raindropz rolling softly down her cheeks.
She smiles and says "i don't know fear"
Is that rain or is that tears?


I am on the high now. I just completed my IAC project worth 50% alone! Actually no, there are still the survey forms left to be printed out and filled in. damn. Socpsyh test today... well, i can't say it's hard. It's just that i've chosen sleep over study the night before. Can't blame anyone. Reap what you sow. Pay peanuts, you get monkeys. A slacker and a perfectionist do not mix. They do not work well together. I am both. Wahhahahaa! More on the slacker side... Opps, opps... the scale has tipped.

-Libradoll

Kenso is dead.

Sorry, there will be no posts these few days and for the next few days until i get my mind off social psychology and IAC at the very least.

P/S:ahhh, phoTog assignment 2!!!

If I should die before I wake.

I could had cried myself to sleep tonight but i did not do so. Instead i chose to sob silently in the shower. The tears felt hot in comparison to the water even though the heater was on. My lungs hurted from too much fagging. The feelings felt so bottled up. I almost couldn't breathe. Now that i have cleared my mind, it's time to write.

If i should die before i wake,

Mum,

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. Even if i apologize 100000000 times, even if i go through the pain of bathing in boiling oil 10 million times, even if i go through the pain of being cut up by rusty and blunt knifes and re-sewn 1000 million times, i still cannot undo all the wrongs i have done you as your child.

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. Even if i shout thank you 1000000000 times until my throat bleeds and i go dumb, and continue shouting my thanks until eternity, even if i give you all the money in the world, even if i cut myself everyday until the day i die, repaying you in blood, i still cannot repay what you have given to me.

I have not been a filial child. You have given so much to the family and me. I really don't know how to repay you.
Love, child.



Why do i have to meet you peepz?
WHY WHY WHY!!!

Roysten Chan,

I find myself similar to you in some ways, or perhaps i should say i find you similar to me in some ways. Your determination and fighting spirit puts me to shame. I am late. I will wake up.

Joyce Poh,

You remind me of something in someone dear i have lost. Your innocence intrigues me. Your pureness and honesty attracts me.

Oliver Kahn,

You often go out of your way to help. You are so nice sometimes, your kindness amazes me. However you can be stepped over very easily; the world is ugly. Please beware.

Wendy Chui,

Happy Wendy. Everyone has his own troubles but your ability for suppression and shrugging unhappy things off deserves respect. I wish i can be Happy Eugene too.

Sylvester Stallone,

You are so full of passion and optimism. You are someone who will always be there for your buds. A superb buddy to have.

Bryan,

Nice ass. I know michelle loves it.

Banzai to JL!

From this instant onwards, schoolwork will take top priority. (It's not to say i will be hardworking, but i'll ban myself from playing before i finish work.) Guitar lessons will be next in line. Play will be last. My desire for "LnL" will have to hold on. hahz! Sorry to myself.

"All work and no play makes John a dull boy." Shucks. Who would bother anywaz, i'm pretty dull in the first place...

TheBoringLifeOfKenso-2

Just some thought on school life until now. School is like your sluttish girlfriend; it is a love-hate relationship. You complain about her ways, yet still lust after her. I stayed over at worm's house last night, so no post for yesterday. Sorry peepz~ Anyway, i was practicing for the monthly performance for today. It was quite screwed up. Being ill-prepared and nervous is not a very good combination. Damn. I will try again next month, Banzai to the undying spirit of the samurai!

And cheers my fans! Here's TheBoringLifeOfKenso-2!

-Scene 2- 小惠(crush on Lei)

Cast: Lei (Tigeress in class, quiet when left alone, but whacks guys without
mercy when provoked.)(Appearance-Use your imagination)
3Misc girls: (Together with Lei tigeress, they make up the 四大妖女 in class 201.)
Lee: A blabbermouth and class sotong(meaning blur).
Poh: One of the 妖女s, special attribute is her cartoon like voice.(imagine bugs bunny)

Setting/background:
During sec 1, Kenso used to detest Lei for being so unfeminine and fierce. Both of them bickered whenever they interact. Kenso never understood why someone could "love" using violence so much. He disliked her so much that both no longer talked. Contradicting as it may seem, somehow after the year one holidays, Kenso developed a crush on Lei... As wise men like to say, only fools fall in love~
Kenso had an organizer book he brought to school everyday. Recorded inside are the tel no. and addresses of his friends and classmates. Kenso wrote comments like "best friend" in pencil beside "KH Ng tel: xxxxxxx", "Intelligent and quiet" besides "XiaoLi tel: xxxxxxx", the top student in class...

Event:
"She's not so bad afterall" "外刚内柔， 有内涵.. hmm.." Kenso mumbled to himself while nodding his head. Gazing at Lei during class has became his pastime in class. All these while, Kenso kept this sweet secret admiration to himself.
"Ringgg~" Recess bell rang, class emptied.
Went for recess and back to class early as usual... Kenso looks around the class and sees the cliches hanging around gossiping as usual. Class hasn't started. He walks back to his seat and realizes with shock that Lee had rummaged through his bag. Lee had passed Kenso's organizer to Poh. Poh was reading aloud to the 妖女们 in the organizer: "Poh, bugs bunny voice...wah he say i got cartoon voice, kaoz. Lei, '梦中情人'." Poh eyes widened. 妖女们 giggled and laugh. Lei appeared a little awkard. Kenso was fuming with anger when he stormed over. Lee was holding the book now. "Gimme back" demanded kenso. Lee just laughed and said "dun wan la, let the others see 1st.. hey why u...". Lee never finished his sentence. Kenso punched Lee in the stomach, Lee rolled onto the floor with disgusting saliva drooling all over the floor.. Kenso grabbed the book and ran out of the class...



P/S: The author of this blog has decided to release the story on a weekly basis. Meaning to say you can only see the plot unfold every Wednesday. Sorry my fans, no point groaning...=P The rational for doing so is to build suspense... yup, ya know what i mean. However, any groupies out there who are infatuated with my work, and can't wait to know more about "TheBoringLifeOfKenso", feel free to email me at Eush Publishing. I'll try to arrange something, but at a price of course... ;) (don't worry, i promise i won't ask for money)

Song Tonight.

Red alert status has been on since yesterday night, finally ending at 5:10pm today. 1200 words essay... "Go away!". Sorry my fans, really feel too tired to write anything tonight, so decided to post some lyrics for yours truely, and perhaps able to invoke some thinking in some of you. Enjoy.

只为了握着你的手

从来只在猜测你心情
来不及你已经是过去
泪里还流着你的记忆
都还来不及擦去就倾盆大雨

是我太在乎你的心情
为何我仍然在犹豫
你不可能为我清洗
流了累了被你伤了洒的泪滴

每天每夜每时每秒都想念你
没日没夜没法控制我的思绪
日记本中每篇每页都刻画着孤寂
今晚夜里梦里希望能感受你的呼吸

无止境的等候
只为了握着你的手

P/S: Any comments are truely welcome, just no personal insults thk you. =] If u r in SCC, and u'll like to sing/play/do melody for/arrange this song, juz drop me a mail at EushMusic

Yeah~ i skipped test

Yeah~ i skipped the test today, was too sick to go......

After visiting the doc, i was at CCK today enjoying a nice conversation with my buddy Jayson when i received a call on my mobile. I couldn't remember the exact details but the exchange went something like this:

-sees Roy's no. on the caller ID-(Roy is a classmate in FSV. He is a great person to turn to when i have enquires about schoolwork. Firstly, because he really goes out of his way to help in details, and secondly, he keeps up to date with assigment deadlines. I'm bad at dates. Anywaz, back to the call...)

Me: Hello.

Strange female voice: Hi is that Eugene?

Me: (confused) Er yes, may i know who's that on the line?

High-pitched female voice: Hello, this is mrs Choo here.

Me: (in a state of shock but still manages to be calm) Oh mrs Choo! Why are u on roy's phone? Are you sure you are mrs Choo?

Mrs Choo: Yes, i am. I'm using roy's phone to call you. (duhz~) Why wasn't you here for the test this morning?

Me: Oh...oh ya, i got MC. (almost fumbles on words)

Mrs Choo: Yes, what's wrong with you, what are u suffering from?

Me: I got diarrhea. ( calmer now, trying to engage some sympathy) Actually, my stomach was churning the whole night, didn't really sleep well. Is there going to be a retest?

Mrs Choo: Yes, there's a retest. (thinks for a moment) It's next blah blah.. ok that's it bye.

I'm a scaredy cat. I cannot take many surprises. Like reaching home one day and finding a hot sexy babe in my room, or finding a cute sixteen year old on my bed wearing one of those japanese sailor-style uniforms smiling sweetly at me. I'll burst. (The arteries in my heart i mean. I love my bed, and when people i dun know just sit on or abuse my bed without my permission, i'll flip.)

Mitch: Great impersonation. I admit i was fooled.
Roy: It must have been tough on you to control your laughter, a pat on the back for that.

To summerize the day, i've made a little analysis:

Decision: Skip test.
Result: spent $28 on MC as the polyclinic was closed by the time went there. Got pranked on by classmate impersonating as lecturer with the intent of freaking me out to get a good laugh out of it.
Lesson: Polyclinic closes at 12:30pm on Saturdays. Be wary of high pitched women calling you saying they are your lecturers. For all you know, they might be friends playing a prank on you.

P/S: Yes i know there's a grammer mistake in l 15, subject-verb disagreement... it's on purpose. Mitch has bad grammer... =P

Stress and Me.

I'm not in the mood to write much tonight. The test next morning keeps bothering me, to the extent every minute and second, a ringing voice in my head keeps chanting "study socpsy, study socpsy, study socpsy, study socpsy..." I think i'm losing the motivation to study. Bad timing, especially when the semester is 5 weeks to closing. It's not as if there's a ton of workload in school, just moderately Okay. That's why although on the surface i can still whine abt the "piling workload", but deep inside me i know that the stuff they throw us is actually managable. It's even more stressful when you are scoring OK until now, so anything less than a B+ will kinda suck, yet i know good grades don't come with blogging and surfing the net reading idle stuff the night before. Damn.

P/S: Stop chanting u idiot! ahhh!!!! the voice inside my head is killing me.
(edit 0146) P/SS: OKOKOKOK! i'm getting up to study, U can stop whining now...
(edit 0151) P/SSS: STOP IT! I'm already trying to study! I'm going to slit my wrists if u don't STOP.......and i mean NOW

And there he is, up the penalty box. It's a...it's a...IT'S A GOAL!

The commentator's volume rose with the rising tension from the players on the wet and muddy field. The soccer match was into its final minutes. Jersey no. 10 swept back his thick and wet fringe, plastering it neatly onto his yellow head. He closed his eyes and mumbled a silent prayer. "For Writ Comm!" The tanned striker bellowed to the wildly-cheering fans whose emotions were escading by the minute.

"Beepppp!" the red plastic mouthpiece protested sharply and loudly in defiance to the air forced into it.

Jersey no. 10 took several paces back and exhaled the nervousness from his lungs. What fear and uncertainty that might be previously present was now replaced by the unwavering determination in his eyes. He started striding, picking up to a full gallop as he raced towards the glossy white "Fifa" ball.

"Boom!". The ball seemed to be shocked by the foot which striked it so suddenly and farted thunderously in exclaimation as it whizzed towards a man wearing yellow gloves. The man with creased eyebrows was focusing at it so intensely the ball could feel his gaze burning on it's synthetic skin.

"No, you won't have me for dinner tonight!". The ball thought as it swerved away just in time to avoid the clutches of the goalkeeper. "haha." The ball beamed with satisfaction as it hit the net and landed with a soft thud on the ground, proudly displaying it's name to his enemy as though it was some war medal. "Damn it...". The keeper cursed.

From the other side of the gallery stands; the commentator was once again up in his work. "Once again! He scored! Beautiful goal it was! Can he bring Writ Comm through the season to the finals? We shall see. Meanwhile, cheer for him folks! No. 10!"

Eush stripped off his number 10 jersey and grasping it in his right hand; he waved to the fans, basking in the fans' cheers and the comforting drizzle.


P/S: Scored for written comm today, 27/30 for grammer test. Cheers!
P/SS: Female fans who are interested in obtaining my no 10 jersey for personal collection can email me at GreatEush for enquires. Pls include a recent photograph and state three reasons why u think u shd get the jersey. If you simply want the jersey so that you can wear it while i am making great love to u, u may choose to omit the 2 other reasons.... I promise to get back to u A S A P. =] Have a good day!

TheBoringLifeOfKenso

Act one-遇见

-Scene 1- 车站(kenso meeting anon in the bus)

Cast: Kenso(nerdy n quiet)-sec 2
Anon(looks cold but cute those rebellious 小妹妹 kind)-sec 1

Time: 7:05 am, when students r rushing to sch... cool morning
Setting/background: In a crowded feeder bus packed with mostly students. Kenso standing near the farecard machine @ the front door holding on the handrail. Anon @ same place, looking sleepy...(not holding anything for support)

Event:
Bus very rocky, suddenly jerks... Anon fumbles and looks for something to hold on to. She appears flustered...Notices a hand and grabs on to it for dear life. Kenso thinking, "hey, grab so hard you think my hand your teddy bear ah?" Kenso takes a side glace at Anon. Anon looks back. Their eyes meet for a second. No expression on both sides. Both looks away. Kenso continue standing. Anon continue holding tightly to his hand until the bus reaches school.
Students alight.

P/S: Stay tuned...there will be more to come, my fans...
P/SS: Anyone interested in turning this into proper writing? with proper grammer, imagery, paragraphs, and stuff. This shit is gold man, gold! Send an email to Eush Publishing . Pls include your credentials, annual income, and a piece of your sample work if you have one. For the unfortunately species not born with the MIGHTY piece of meat between your legs, also include a recent photograph of yourself and your vital statistics. I promise to get back to you asap. (i'm not a sexist) :P

Happy updates.

Some happy updates:

I scored 13.7/15.0 for Audiotech written test. It was well deserved because I studied eight hours straight for the test. Hohoho, realized that Joyce got 9.4/10.0 for her audio practical test. It's T1b3 highest if I'm not mistaken. What an outstanding tutor I am... ermm~(clears throat)

After the small dose of endorpines, it's time again to analyse this week's school schedule. The following days of this week are going to be quite stressful. There are major stuff which are due soon like the informative essay, WebCG, Socpsyh test on Sat; and little things like IAC's family assignment and Socpsyh norm-breaking exercise; not forgetting SCC meeting and audio Recording on Wed....... Woah! That's quite a lot of things to do. Yay~ stress makes me happy. Damn.