Friday, November 19, 2004

A little drop of life

I wrote a wonderful story about the journey of a little droplet of perspiration. How it teetered perociously at the edge of the cliff at the ending of its life and how it was brought back by the atmosphere for "recarnation"... and i was thinking of a hell lot more of interesting things to write when..... i lost the whole 1k words when i held "shift" and pressed "up"... Everything suddenly disappeared....... into *nothingness*. BLANKS!!!

This is not the first time... it seems to happen no matter how careful i am... Pisses me off....
damn damn damn...
Pui!
Idiot...
Sprained my ankle today... and Lost a blog entry... how sway can i get...
chicken turtle tongue soap
AHHHHH!!!!!!!
no mood to write anymore
i go read comics....

P/S: Looking at the title of this entry brings tears to my eyes... sob sob..... my droplet!!!

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Bloody shit

Holy cow, i hate being 21... everything i sign is under legal judgement...
damn.. just received a call.. i'm going to be billed
bitch..

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Yabayaba

Due to the addictiveness of Red Alert II, i found my handphone screen staring grogily at me this friday morning. The time was 7am. I was awoken up by the handphone alarm after barely three hours of sleep. I had an important decision to make. The decision was important because it will adversely affect how i spend what is left of the majority of the school holidays. Thinking of ware houses reminds me of PSC. *sigh*

I could, for one: idle time with friends outside in the afternoon till i return late at night, after which i would spend the time reading books, surfing, eating, chatting, and occasionally practicing the guitar when the mood hits. The chain of activities would hold up until first light when my 100/100 vision will begin to blur to 1000/1000. Soon i will find myself in dreamland, dreaming of pretty girls and delicious bread. This vicious cycle would continue until the day school reopens, which is when i would painfully and cruelly bring myself back to "reality" time zone.

The second alternative: Sweating it out in the warehouse everyday for nine hours(lunch hr included) and earning a few hundred bucks in the process, in the end finding the money gone in probably a week, and usually i wouldn't remember how i spent it.

At the thought of warehouses, i started to imagine milk powder tins... then cows... udders... *thud*

Blink. Blink again. I must have sprained my neck when my head fell onto the fluffy pillow, when i fell into dreamland. Because i felt a sharp muscle ache on the back of my neck when i tried stretching it to look at the time on the handphone screen held loosely in my hand.

"11:45"

What the hell. Oh well. Choice number two i guess. I slumped back into slumber.

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The bespectacled and boyish looking Yellow Head was scruitinizing the contract carefully. First page... Second page... With brows frowned, his eyes stopped at a clause highlighted in bold.

Should you wish to leave or resign, you are required to give -ABC pte ltd- 1 week's notice or pay -ABC Pte ltd- one week's remuneration.

He looked at her. The female officer sitting opposite him just raised both her arms and shrugged. You could almost see the mocking look in her eyes. With a sigh, Yellow Head took out his cheque book and signed. "two hundred and eighty-six dollars only". With a tear in his eye, Yellow Head handed over the cheque to the female officer who upon receiving the cheque, beamed a wide smile and marched out of the room triumphantly.

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I woke up with a jolt. I looked at the time on my handphone, which is still in my hand.

"15:00"

I stepped out of bed and fumbled around the paper-cluttered desk for my working contract. Ah, there it is! Tearing the envelope hastily, i turned the contract to page three and began to read. My sleepy eyes began to widen, as they began to focus onto two sentences somewhere in the middle of the page. Typewritten in bold fonts it wrote:

Should you wish to leave or resign, you are required to give -ABC pte ltd- 1 week's notice or pay -ABC Pte ltd- one week's remuneration.

Oh No.

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Yoz! hi, wanna watch SCV? ;)

You T1B3-ers....! Dun wan to watch SCV with me right....=\ Nevermind, i finally went yesterday~~~~ Yeah!!!! The place is not bad.. the main room, toilet, Mirror, windows with invorigating view in the morning when the curtains are drawn open... plus the lighting v cozy and nice.. good place to just slack... Cheap also... Feel bored? There are a few pubs in the vicinity and so many coffeeshops i gave up counting them.. good place to snack and talk cock... want convenience, Got 7-11 all ard.. Can da bao what you want back... Not bad at all sia~

P/S: Muahahhahaha you guys don't know what you missed out, serves you right!! hahhaa!!!

Every morning when i wake up and look into the mirror, i see a face which i cannot admit to. Once i knew happiness when i had a flawless complexion, now i find only dispair. Reality bites. My complexion is bad.. getting from bad to worse, especially with hair falling all over my face and plus my lack 0f care... Oh man... really tempted to clear the haystack... I wonder whether my perseverance is really just stubborness... Pui! Will i ever get back my complexion??!?! haiz...

P/S: I know i never really had flawless skin, but i like to think of it that way. Please let me deceive myself can?? ;P

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

SHUT UP!!!

See the title YELLING at you? Yeah, that's what i intend to do to people who irritates me or talk crap to me when i'm not in the listening mood... Hope you don't catch me in the wrong freq~

Suddenly realized i've been overly concerned with some of the petty and less important things in life. Who cares what others think of you; who cares who the hell you are... Everyone's got their own lives to live! I've got to admit to myself, yes i've gotten over you, but you are still somewhere in my heart. You can say that in a way i still love you. It'll be forever i guess... Yah yah don't have to guess... nobody knows who i'm talking about..Those who knows won't be reading this...

I've been busy "hermitting"(Keeping away from the outside world a.k.a Real Life by stoning and slacking at home) these few days. When was the last time i spent 3 days at home without stepping out of the house? It's been so long I simply cannot remember... Incredulous~!
Sorted out some thinking through...I tend to think a lot.. crazy... Illogical and senseless, nonsensical and irregular, and out of the world thoughts... all kinds... I really wonder about my chain of thoughts... Am i abnormal??? Or does everyone likes to think of "crap"? Well i do feel lost, very lost in fact...

Spent last last weekend at Sentosa with Alex and the Eve-JoceLyns. Nothing much.. Just chilled out...and yeah, they are together finally...the two lovebirds.
"Pontenk-ed" guitar class last weekend and went SCC camp... reached on sat noon just when they finished the ice breakers~ I'm just on time! heng ah!!! Xiaokang didn't come... quite disappointed.. Found out later she was on holiday in China.. yeah~ SCC camp kinda boring anywaz... The camp was from sat till mon, i left on sun noon... Basically i can summerise what i did there, hmm...
1) Sat noon: MP.. followed by a treasure hunt which was cancelled because it was raining elephants and dinosaurs... smoked out to KAP and listen to john talk cock... he's a sincere guy... Talked abt plenty of things, although not all are interesting... some things he said were crap, but the way he said it with the serious expression, made it funny shit...(juz to be sure..if ya reading this john, no offence) wah liew hahaha... a "smoky" bbq in the late evening... went outta school for supper at night with the guys, the camp was so sianz i had no mood to talk... after tt went back n slacked n slept..
2)Sun: woke up had breakfast and left 5 mins before Noon..

yeap.. now is 4:35am .. guitar lessons in 11 and a 1/2 hrs time... sleep...

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