Saturday, November 06, 2004

SHUT UP!!!

See the title YELLING at you? Yeah, that's what i intend to do to people who irritates me or talk crap to me when i'm not in the listening mood... Hope you don't catch me in the wrong freq~

Suddenly realized i've been overly concerned with some of the petty and less important things in life. Who cares what others think of you; who cares who the hell you are... Everyone's got their own lives to live! I've got to admit to myself, yes i've gotten over you, but you are still somewhere in my heart. You can say that in a way i still love you. It'll be forever i guess... Yah yah don't have to guess... nobody knows who i'm talking about..Those who knows won't be reading this...

I've been busy "hermitting"(Keeping away from the outside world a.k.a Real Life by stoning and slacking at home) these few days. When was the last time i spent 3 days at home without stepping out of the house? It's been so long I simply cannot remember... Incredulous~!
Sorted out some thinking through...I tend to think a lot.. crazy... Illogical and senseless, nonsensical and irregular, and out of the world thoughts... all kinds... I really wonder about my chain of thoughts... Am i abnormal??? Or does everyone likes to think of "crap"? Well i do feel lost, very lost in fact...

Spent last last weekend at Sentosa with Alex and the Eve-JoceLyns. Nothing much.. Just chilled out...and yeah, they are together finally...the two lovebirds.
"Pontenk-ed" guitar class last weekend and went SCC camp... reached on sat noon just when they finished the ice breakers~ I'm just on time! heng ah!!! Xiaokang didn't come... quite disappointed.. Found out later she was on holiday in China.. yeah~ SCC camp kinda boring anywaz... The camp was from sat till mon, i left on sun noon... Basically i can summerise what i did there, hmm...
1) Sat noon: MP.. followed by a treasure hunt which was cancelled because it was raining elephants and dinosaurs... smoked out to KAP and listen to john talk cock... he's a sincere guy... Talked abt plenty of things, although not all are interesting... some things he said were crap, but the way he said it with the serious expression, made it funny shit...(juz to be sure..if ya reading this john, no offence) wah liew hahaha... a "smoky" bbq in the late evening... went outta school for supper at night with the guys, the camp was so sianz i had no mood to talk... after tt went back n slacked n slept..
2)Sun: woke up had breakfast and left 5 mins before Noon..

yeap.. now is 4:35am .. guitar lessons in 11 and a 1/2 hrs time... sleep...

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