A Sky without stars and moon

Reading emotional entries on other people's blogs make me emotional. I get emotional easily since I tend to think a lot when alone. Perhaps sub-consciously, that's one of the reasons i seek company. Now feeling damn sianz. She's attached. What the hell. Don't have to tell me right? However, I am truely happy for her. Congratulations. =]

Semester's coming to an end. Life indeed has it's own pecuilar ways of imparting it's lessons. A person has many selfs. One of the hidden self in me is the philosophical and serious Eush that very few people see. In school, that side of me shall never be displayed. Laws of conformity. LoL. On another thought, maybe i am just plain childish. Who knows. There was this one time when i thought i was going to lose myself, the real me. That time had passed. Now, i'm just afraid that the real me will not have a chance to show himself, and continues to hide himself until he loses his sanity and lies dormant forever.

P/S: I'm not insane. I'm not depressed. Guess how i feel now. I write in short sentences. Kinda moody. That's all.
P/SS: Perhaps i should just let my tears flow when i want to cry, laugh when i want to laugh, keep quiet when i don't want to talk, and flare up when i am pissed off. Reminds me of joyce. Wouldn't i be like a kid then? A mad one somemore......Opps.