First Entry

Dear Diary,

I'm feeling depressed, can anyone tell me what is the meaning of life?

Living is not easy. As i grow up, i begin to see more and more of the World. Many people live thier lives wearing masks, hiding themselves behind it. Everyone wears a mask, even those who claim they don't, they do actually, only that they don't realize it yet.

What about me? Do i wear a mask too? Yes, i do.

Just now, i read something from a friend's "blog", and found it to be quite meaningful. I'll like to share it.

Quote: There used to be a saying, "No matter how poor ur qualitifaction is or how lousy u r, there's bound to have someone who would love u for who u r." Those r bullshit! The more accurate saying now would be, "No matter how good ur qualifications r or how talented u r, there's bound to have NO ONE who'd c anything in u."

My birthday has passed nineteen days, if i could make my birthday wish again, i will wish to return back to the time when i was a small child, when i was innocent and hasn't seen the ugliness in this world, when i had not put on my mask......

Am i selfish?